Nothing has changed at all

Nothing has changed at all（和訳）

Ah-

No matter how hard I’ve been trying 

My inner voice just keeps saying

That’s not enough, not hard enough

Even if I fall down to the ground

I’d have to crawl and keep moving forward

Cause that’s the only way that’s the only way

Cause that’s the only way

to earn love

I push away my sorrows, play a role to be loved 24/7

Then I began to pray

to be saved from this world

A ray of hope, I beg and still believe there must be a heaven

But nothing has changed at all, I lost my goal, I’ve been looking for love but going nowhere

Oh, my heart is screaming and shedding tears got lost in despair

Ah, a stab of fear

My anger is turning into a monster

I just can’t move on

Cause nobody will be there for me

An evil creature is growing inside me

It feeds on my negative emotions

It’s getting bigger, getting much bigger

Now it’s ready to swallow me up

I try to escape but got petrified

I just close my eyes, just close my eyes

All I can do is close my eyes

And cover my ears

Cause I’m not brave enough to face my fear without hope in the darkest night

I know the sun will rise 

hopefully erase my sufferings and pains

I’m waiting for a holy light from the sky to shine through me and all to go bright

But nothing has changed at all, I lost my goal, I’ve been looking for love but going nowhere

Oh, my heart is screaming and shedding tears got lost in despair

Ah, a stab of fear

My anger is turning into a monster

I just can’t move on

Cause nobody will be there for me

I saw the light

At the bottom of despair

coming from deep inside of me, and I let it guide me to the right path 

All the time 

It was always there

Finally I’m aware it’s been by my side

I decided to dive into myself

All my old feelings

I buried long time ago

Now I’ll dig them up, embrace

and let them go

Now I’m not alone

I’m gonna change myself

Time to wake up from this nightmare

Oh, I’m not a victim of my life

No, I’ve got the power to choose

Ah, I’ll never feel sorry for myself

Now I’m awake and It’s crystal clear

It’s time to move on

I’m going home inside me

Oh, I see

I am love itself

Oh, I see 

I am love itself

Oh-oh-oh

(So nothing has changed at all)

The world is in me

This is the end of my story

Mmm-