Chained up clown

Your words are knives

They cut me deep and I’m bleeding

But you don’t care, I know it’s not fair

You never miss your throw, you’re a great knife thrower

My heart is tied and chained up

Cause I’m afraid of losing you

I hear you roar, I can’t take it anymore

I do whatever to make you laugh when I feel tension in the air

But I’ve had enough

I’ve been a clown for you

But I realized myself covered in my blood

I run for my dear life

On second thought I turn around and grab a knife

You think I’m gonna come after you

Don’t underestimate me cause I’m far better than that

It’s time to say good bye

I’m gonna cut the tangled chain to set me free

I’m on high alert, get tired of monitoring your mood

I’m in pain and tied with a chain

My mind replays your words, that are torturing me

I feel rage for the fact that I was a fool

This is insane, I have little to gain

It seems I carry anger myself as much as you do

So I’ve had enough

I’ve been a clown for you

But I realized myself covered in my blood

I run for my dear life

On second thought I turn around and grab a knife

You think I’m gonna come after you

Don’t underestimate me cause I’m far better than that

It’s time to end this strife

I’m gonna cut the chain of hatred to set me free

I wish your pain would fade away

But let me warn you it’ll stay forever unless you face it

I saw the scars of you

But you don’t realize yourself covered in your blood

You’re running from your life

To protect yourself you grab and throw a knife

If what you really want is love from me

Watch the moment love conquers all

It’s time to say good bye

But I’m gonna leave you a gift which is my forgiveness